thank you

Thank you to you darling.

Whatever you said to me, it did open up my mind. about why do i have to say all the hatred things in here. Yup, I shud be a +ve thinking & one mature lady. Think all the positive ways. i shud be thankful that i have the package, i have the brain, i have dad & mom, i have my siblings & friends that support me. & be there for me the whole time.

I started with deleting some of the posts here in my blog.

If i really care about him, why do i have to do such things that might hurt him & lost his job, right? Tu la, emotional ja lbh time tu. lgpun kan that time, I just wanna share things happened around me ba, that's all. about the "one of a kind" lady, i admit that i hate her but because of she helped him a lot in his career, i'll just let it be. tahan2 ja. about me & him? for me to know, for you to find out. anything happened for a reason. if x, apa buli bt la kan. if ada, it's a bonus for me. & i promise I'll be good to u same like b4.

I'm sorry for everything that happened. I'm sorry if I hurt your feeling.
& I'm sorry if i lied. I have to. So that you & you will not hurt anymore. :'(

it's ok if i'm hurt. let the time heal me. once again. i'm a broken-hearted girl. :') thank you.
cheers~