dedicated to u..

My sayang Nizar..

• I'm still dreaming even though i'm awake, i want to spend the rest of my life with you, hope your not just another one of my many mistakes.
• Everyday my love for you just grows stronger. I loved that feeling when your arms were wrapped around me, it felt like nothing bad could ever happen to me. i wouldn't change this for anything. i want this to last forever!
• I've never felt like this before. So if this isn't love, I have no idea what it is, cause I swear I love you with everything I have.
• I knew you loved me the minute you saw me in sweats, Hair flying everywhere, and you still looked at me with stars in your eyes, still saw me as the most beautiful creature ever.
• The days are so long without you, and when I'm with you I swear time speeds up.
• You are all that I have longed for you have made my dreams come true. There is no greater gift to have than being loved by you.
• Thank you for your sweet, sweet love. You'll never truly know just how happy that you make me and how much I love you so.

Baby, I'm yours

And I'll be yours until the stars fall from the sky,

Yours, until the rivers all run dry

In other words, until I die

Baby, I'm yours 

And I'll be yours until the sun no longer shines,

Yours, until the poets run out of rhyme

In other words, until the end of time

Baby, I'm yours 

And I'll be yours until two and two is three,

Yours, until the mountains crumble to the sea

In other words, until eternity

I'm gonna stay right here by your side,

Do my best to keep you satisfied

Nothin' in the world could drive me away

'Cause every day, you'll hear me say

I LOVE YOU

I NEED YOU

I MISS YOU

04 July 2010

happy sweet-47th birthday daddy!!

You Da Man!


Ever since my life began,
I realized that "You da man!"
I saw your wisdom, your courage too,
And I learned I could rely on you.


Your tolerant nature was really great;
Nevertheless, you'd not hesitate
To let me know when I'd been bad;
It must have been hard, but that's being a dad.


You're strong and smart and filled with love--
A gift to me from up above,
So here's a greeting from your biggest fan:
Happy Birthday, Dad, 'cause "You da man!"

here are some of my sweet memories with daddy :)

- during Pippy's engagement, daddy tahan nafas so perut x buncit -

- during my convocation at UiTM Shah Alam. -

- on our way from KLIA to Shah Alam. -

- :P me & dad -

- KLIA - back to KK -
Ok, his obsessions :

 hahahhahaahhaha :D
P/S : 

I will Always be your little girl, but I need to grow up and move on, but I will never move on from you. I could go on for days but all you really need to know is that I Love You with all my heart. And I will always be your little girl no matter how far or close to you I am.

I LOVE YOU DAD!!!!

mommy said..

My mommy sent this to me thru e-mail.

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry..

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a feeling of control over her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...but its over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table... or a charming inn in the woods... when her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year... 

28.12.86

okayyy~ ya i know. boyish look kan? x rambut ba. -_-" 

i HEART Bruno Mars

STARTING TODAY - Bruno Mars

We had a date, I stood you up 
You tried to call but I didn't pick up 
See I forgot about our plans.. 
Please forgive your man for ruining your night so many times 

I'm sorry, I know you're mad 
And I don't wanna be like every other man that you've had 
So I'm stopping all these childish things, girl, you mean too much to me 
Your love is worth too much to lose 

Girl, I know I broke your heart and trusting me is really hard 
But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today 
I know that I'm the one to blame, you say every man's the same 
But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today 
Girl, I'm starting today.. 

You're tired of playing the kiss and make up game 
And I apologize for the man I became 
If I could do it all again, I wouldn't hurt my best friend 
And I'd throw away all my selfish ways 


I'm sorry, I know you're mad 
And I don't wanna be like every other man that you've had 
So I'm stopping all these childish things, girl, you mean too much to me 
Your love is worth too much to lose 


Girl, I know I broke your heart and trusting me is really hard 
But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today 
I know that I'm the one to blame, you say every man's the same 
But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today 
Girl, I'm starting today.. 


Girl, I know I broke your heart and trusting me is really hard 
But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today 
I know that I'm the one to blame, you say every man's the same 
But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today 
Girl, I'm starting today..

something for u. just for u.

i accidentally fell in love with u..

i keep on trying, fighting this feeling away,

but the more i do,

the crazier i turn into.

but

starting today.. i will not..

starting today.. i won't care about u..

starting today.. i don't need u..

starting today.. i will move on..

starting today.. i will forget about u..

So emotional, u know i am

but

u’re the only one i wish i could forget

the only one i’d love enough to not forgive

u know u broke my heart.

u r the one to be blame.

hey..

i don't care if i never see u again

i'll be all right

take this final piece of advice

and get urself together

but either way baby i'm gone.

It's OUR Buffday!!

this post supposed to be posted on 24th May, but i forgot it was still in the draft :P. so, ya, post it anyway! hihi


oOyeah~ it's our buffday bebeh~ ( Me, Dolly & Wyn ). 

it was really a fun night! better yet i say it was a K.O night! FCUK! hahaha. 

everyone was having their blast!
and i like it that way~ my friends are happy, so do I! 

the choc cake was so cute and girly and also sgt sedap! 

thanx friends, for coming and celebrating it with us. 


Here are some of my fav pics.

- the 3 siblings. stick together sistas!-

- sistas with The Brotherhood. cool!-

- my fav pic! candid. :) -

- The Brotherhood without Derrick -
p/s: napa yeye & jamal pegang2 pinggang ni aa? :}

- my cake! hihi. on my face. -

-peace (^_^)V -

- she said : "tbaeekk punya party!" :D -

- The buffday peeps on stage! woot wootz~ -

- she came! my lovely shirley! almost 9 years x jumpa! -

- thank u for coming girls :) xoxo -

- me & my darling Rieyna. muah2 -

- oOyeah~ flamming lamborghini! -


it was the sweetest memory! the best buffday present i had! Thank you all. :)

things about me that you might wanna know

1. I hate & fear CLOWN! why? there's an evil thing behind the fake smile he put on his face! if i see a clown, i will get mad and crazy! i feel like wanna stab him! :) believe me.
2. I sleep with many pillows so that i have something to hold on. (1 di kaki, 1 sa peluk, 1 d belakang, 3 d kepala & 1 patung bunny hitam.) cuz i don't like the feeling of lonely. 
3. I am so in love with the sunset, sunrise & the ocean breeze. They will do me right. 
4. Some say that I have the innocent face & a very sweet smell.. almost everyone told me that. lol~
5. I love MUSIC so much! any genre. if it soothes my ear, I'll sing it all the time. biarla sumbang! I love live band. When i go clubbing with my girls, i choose places that have live band like The BED, Cocoon & Shenanigan's.
6. I will not cry for a sad love story, but i will cry when it comes to family matters.
7. I love kids so much. specially the babies. selalu mau gigit siku drg. :D
8. I also love cats so f*ckin' much! any types of cats. napa la kucing jalanan. :)
9. I hate leeches & earth-worm. euwwww~ & if i see 1, i will rendam it with lotsa salt. then dia mati. :D
10. I'm probably the most caring person you will ever meet! sometimes you will get mad when i do that, but you should be worry when i don't give a f*ck about you suddenly. there must be something fishy!
11. I will love you til the end of time if you return my love. I'm loving & lovable. *perasan.
12. I can last on bed for hours. napping, sleeping, online, talking on the phone, etc. :D
13. I like to be involved in something like managing an event, be the emcee, leading something & also be the 1st to do the presentation.
14. I love cooking & also baking! that's y I'm chubby. :D I would love to learn how to cook the KadazanDusun's traditional food.
15. I love to eat vegetables & fruits. sgt suka! & I love ABC. P/S: i don't eat onions, garlics, and all the saudara-maraa of them.
16. Once I spit it out, I'll not lick it back. Unless I plan to.
17. I'm not gonna quit & I will fight for something that is worth having for.
18. I can not pronounce the "P" very well. for instance, Pink, bagPack & many more. My "P" sounds like "phhhii".. lots of air.. haha. i dunno y.
19. I'm mata jambu. T_T
20. oO, I'm a very nice & kind-hearted woman, but once you do me bad, i can be very evil. I won't forgive you til the end of time & I would love to hold the grudge as long as i can. :) I can be the mafiase too ok?
21. I love my family so much. Specially my mommy, daddy, 2 crazy sisters, my lil cute brother, my noty niece & my grandma. You messed with them, u messed with me too. Clear?!